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Fri, Dec. 22nd, 2006, 03:15 am

i just may start to use this more.

Mon, Jul. 24th, 2006, 06:01 am

I've been spending a lot of time with this girl. I like it.

There's blood in my  mouth
cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talking trash
But I never say anything

And the talking leads to touching
and the touching leads to sex
and there is no mystery left...

And it's bad news
baby I'm bad news
bad news...

I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just being around you offers me another form of relief
when the loneliness lead to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to calling you 
and I say COME HERE

and it's bad news
baby I'm bad news...
I'm just bad news bad news

You're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me
like you
and cause we'll all be portions for foxes
yeah we'll all be portions for foxes

There's a pretty young thing in front
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleeping inside of you
And the talking leads to touching
and the touching leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's just bad news
I do the same thing
I get lonely too
And you're bad news
my friends tell me to leave you
that you're bad news bad news

you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
I don't care I like you.
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you.
I like you.

Went out for a bit. Home now. No myspace leads to blogs here. I don't know if anyone even reads this shit anymore. 


Mon, Jul. 24th, 2006, 01:03 am

It's 1 in the morning.
My boy is in bed.
I am bored as hell.
Myspace is down.
I went to Poison.
I have nothing to talk about.

Sun, Jun. 18th, 2006, 11:33 pm

I never use livejournal anymore.

Tue, Mar. 21st, 2006, 02:04 am

i never write in livejournal.
it's 2 am and i should go to bed.

Sun, Mar. 5th, 2006, 08:53 pm

I am almost never on the computer anymore.
I alomst never write in here.
I think it's been 6 months since I've used this or Xanga.

Thu, Nov. 24th, 2005, 03:58 am

1. Put your music playlist on random.
2. Post your favorite line of the first 20 songs that start to play (along with these instructions).( I used the first line of each song.)
3. Have your friends try to guess the title & artist for each lyric in the comments
4. no googling!
I stole from Jenise

if you cheat, i will hunt you down and make chuck norris spin kick yo motha fuckin face off

1. get rhythm when you get the blues, c'mon get rhythm

2. a long time ago it exactly as i planned, cause back then we never played it safe

3. I see you workin tonight and are you sexually amused? what's it like to have a room of guys incircling you?

4. one heartattack and you stumble lost into a light you make so brightly false

5.The pressure is on, the stress is high, I want to bid this world goodbye.

6. something is happenin, don't speak to soon, told the boss off and made my move

7. secrets you want, my head is full, say what you need

8. I roll my eyes, burst into tears, how appropriate can you get?

9. there's a cat in the window of the house of my lover, well she sleeps there alone now or perhaps with another.

10. you say you're down on your luck and that it's a long long way up, hold back now, hold back your fears

im such a fucking rebel. my dad just found out that i smoke. im pathetic ehh blah

Thu, Nov. 24th, 2005, 03:53 am

I'm sick =(
The boy and I are talking again and hanging out again and it's good.
My birthday was alot of fun. I wish more would have made it out on Saturday but that's alright.
I feel really reclusive and plan on mainly studying for quite a while. Friday is a night for me and the boy and Saturday is a night for me and my girl.
I'm sad that Christina didn't make it to my birthday but I understand and hope to see her as soon as she gets back. I hope I can get some time off work because I have alot of shit coming due in classes. I need to send out emails tomorrow to my teachers. I'll make a list.
I have been online alot but always on myspace. It's eating my soul I swear it.

Thu, Nov. 17th, 2005, 10:32 am

I hardly ever write in here and I wonder if anyone reads anything that I write in here.
I am having trouble making myself stay in school. Well not drop out but actually go to class. I'm working sooo much and I get that feeling where I'd be ok with just burning the place down from time to time. Not because I hate what I do and not because I don't like my coworkers it's just pure frustration. Yesterday I felt like I could have worked and worked not made a dent. The last two days I have done soooo much and yet there is still sooooo much to be done. I was also very very ready for my birthday weekend and to have a few days off. It feels great to not have to work today. And it's thursday so it's DB day. I've been hanging out with Jonna alot but I always do. Christina and I don't talk or see eachother nearly as much as we use too which really sucks but we're both busy and she lives in another town. Though the town isn't very far, due to money, having to get up early and her and I already have previous plans we can't always do whatever we want.

21. And no I don't feel very grown up.

Fri, Nov. 11th, 2005, 01:59 am
how do i do it?

every fucking time.

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